I have been a really bad shape lately...... things have never been that worse my mind has never been that complicated my mood has never been that bad all these related back to the question, "why should i go back to LA" I guess I am tired of living alone.....tired of long d.....tired of flying around.... it is nice to get back to HK, to my family, to my old friends.....this long vacation has made me hesitate to go back..... does career always have to come first? i have worked so hard in college that i felt like i have already missed out a lot of things.....i do not want to make the same mistake again.....i don't want to go back to LA just becoz i will have better prospects..... i know i m being innocent, just becoz i dun have to support my family, doesn't mean i can run away from the fact that i have the responsibility to do so.....a worry-free life no longer exists, there r always things that u can't run away from once u grown up.....i wish i m still a kid, well who doesn't? |